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Today we’re taking another tour through the randomness that’s occupying my brain right now.

I’ve been slowly cleaning up my house, room by room.

tidy office.

It’s gonna be tidy up in here by the time second semester starts in late January. 😉

bedroom.

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Sometimes I forget that this house isn’t mine. Like, not forever-mine.

But then I think…almost every house is temporary in a way.

cat on couch.

I mean, I lived in my last house for 17 years, which is a long time, but 17 years still is not forever.

And most of us will not take our last breath in our “forever” homes.

So, maybe it’s better to realize that homes are just varying degrees of temporary. And if that’s the case, then it’s good to embrace the moment in whatever home I’m in.

Christmas tree.

This is my house. For now. For the rest of the time I’m in school, at least.

And even though I don’t own it, I know I’m gonna be sad to say goodbye to it when the time comes.

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I was telling a friend yesterday that my internet search history is probably a DISASTER after this past semester.

I googled so many random body-related questions because lots of what we learned in school sparked other questions for me.

screenshot of google search.

For instance, I was learning about precautions you have to take while caring for a patient on chemo because some of the person’s bodily productions are toxic from the chemo.

Then I wondered, hmm, if your spouse/boyfriend/girlfriend is on chemo, can you still kiss them?

(The answer is yes, according to my Google research!)

bottle of medicine.

And at one point during lab, I searched to see whether GoodRX has opioid pain meds and what the prices are (because we were having a lab question about how to help a patient who is having trouble affording meds).

(The answer: GoodRX does indeed have affordable prices on a lot of opioids. There, now you don’t have to google it.)

My internet search history does not reflect my quiet, unremarkable life in a fairly health body. 😉

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I only have a little bit of clinical experience under my belt, but I think one of the best things I gained from it is that I’m now less afraid to get up close and personal with patients.

Kristen in student scrubs.

My first day, I almost felt a little bit disrespectful; it felt odd at first to give a perfect stranger a head-to-toe bed bath and diaper change!

But by the time I got to the end of clinicals, I was way, way more comfortable with that.

Also: being with real people versus manikins* makes you THINK about what you’re doing.

*That IS what they’re called. I’m not misspelling the word!

stethoscope.

When we do our head-to-toe assessment practice on manikins, it’s more of going through the motions, but with a real person you are actually listening for breath sounds and heart sounds.

With the manikins, we just say, “I’m inspecting the skin for wounds, incisions, rashes, redness, and color.” but with real people, you do actually see skin breakdown.

And this is why good nursing programs do lots of clinical hours vs. lots of lab hours. There’s nothing like practicing on real, live people.

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I think I am really good at talking with patients; that part of clinicals was very easy for me. I like people, and I can be friendly with pretty much anyone.

kristen in scrubs

And I think this even though one patient, when offered a day with a student nurse (me) said, “Haven’t I suffered enough already??” Ha.

I feel good about my soft skills; I just am less confident when it comes to my medical skills; that’s gonna take some time and practice.

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I’m on break from school, but…we do have a pile of reading and some assignments to do before we start back at school.

And we have an exam, a med-math test, and competency testing almost as soon as the semester starts. So, my brain is still a bit occupied with school because I have work to do over the break.

But as long as I start promptly and spread the work out, it shouldn’t be too bad.

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Alrighty, I think that’s the end of my randomness for today!

Join me and share some random thoughts in the comments. 🙂

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Katie Smith

Monday 15th of January 2024

Your blog is such a happy place!! I am so proud of you..I have been blessed to learn from you for 13 years this month!!:) Keep shining!!

K

Friday 22nd of December 2023

I love your house so much! You've made it so homey in such a short time and on a tight budget! You are so very talented in so many ways! We've lived in ours almost 12 years and sometimes it still doesn't feel homey enough! Or maybe I should turn off hgtv once in a while and enjoy my surroundings. New goal for 2024!

Kristen

Friday 22nd of December 2023

Thank you! I love it too. Maybe it's helped me to know that I will be here for a (relatively) short time; perhaps it lit a fire under me to settle in!

Sara M

Thursday 21st of December 2023

If the topic of helping parents afford medications comes up again (or for when you inevitably come across that in your real world nursing) manufacturers have discount programs (and even give free drug) when patients canโ€™t pay for their meds. They do have to apply for it and have a valid reason they canโ€™t pay for their drug, but we get meds covered for patients all the time! Iโ€™m an oncology nurse and I have learned to always ask my patients about their finances regarding treatment and at home meds because there are so many assistance programs out there.

Sara M

Thursday 21st of December 2023

That should say helping patients, not parents.

Lizzy

Thursday 21st of December 2023

That is such a good point about all houses being temporary in a way. Before I bought my current house, I rented for three years. I never got around to buying a sofa or dresser as I never allowed myself to think of the house as my real home. Looking back, it makes me sad. (I gave away many large furniture items before the move as I planned to buy used items...less expensive than moving large heavy things)

Felicia

Thursday 21st of December 2023

Not sure if anyons mentioned this but in regards to the gabapentin side efffects.

1. It can cause very vivid nightmares like almost night terror levels

2. While it can help some bipolar patients it can also cause severe anxiety attacks. My ex quack of a shrink put me on it and kept upping my dosage when I mentioned anxiety issues. I was close to commiting myself bc of it. Couldn't take it for nerve pain after an ankle fusion bc of the anxiety issues.

This is a side effect not usually talked about.

Good luck on your next semester!

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